Learning to let go is a hard lesson to learn but oh so important. So often we get bogged down with a mile long list of “to do’s” and follow that with a busy schedule, a long list of people (friends and family) that crown our minds with their own issues and you have the perfect recipe for anxiety, stress, and an overall sense of doom if you’re not careful.
It happens to the best of us and far too often. We let our inbox fill up and sit there staring at it not even sure where to start. This is where “letting go” comes into play. I have two thoughts to share with you:
- My dad always told me that even after you are dead and gone, people will still put things in your “inbox”, the trick is to focus on what is important and don’t worry about all the small stuff.
- There is only one way to eat an elephant and that is one bite at a time. Even when your lists of things to do and places to be pile up…. in the end you can only be one place at a time and do one thing at a time. Sure there is the novel idea of multi-tasking, but a task done right deserves your full attention.
So where does this leave us? Yep…. sorting through our mess and figuring out what to let go of. We can’t do it all and we can’t be everywhere all the time. You know I love lists and here is your turn to make your own. There are two lists that you need:
- List of priorities in life
- Current list of things to do (this is a daily list)
The first list (Priorities) is the most important and will help you keep perspective when making your daily list. The priorities list is one that stays fairly constant and only changes when major life events happen. (The birth of a child, a marriage, a divorce, or even a death). This is a list of who, what and where your personal priorities are. I will give you an example of my list to kick off your thought process (This is by no means the same list you will have, but you get the idea).
- My Sobriety
- My family
- My job
- …… this list can go on, but the first four are the most important to me.
The order you make the list is also important. As you can see from my list, my sobriety is #1 on the list. I am currently 15 1/2 years sober. God willing, I will be 16 years sober and counting. This is a choice I have made in my life and live this choice one day at a time. It is at the top of the list because without it, I lose sight of my faith, crush and ruin my family and will ultimately lose my job. #2 on my list is God. For me a solid faith in a Higher Power comes before my family. Without my faith in God and the ability to trust in him, I fall to pieces. Faith can move mountains and my life is proof of that. #3 is my family. My husband, my children, my grandchildren, my parents and siblings. I am blessed with an enormous, loving family. It is my priority to show up and be present for them. They are my rock when I waiver in various areas of my life and they keep me grounded. Finally, my job is on the list. I work to live, I do not live to work. I need to place importance on my job in order to provide support to my family and to be an active member of society.
This is just an example of a list (that happens to be mine). With this list in place, I can build my daily “to do” list. It is a daily activity because as we all know, life throws us curve-balls all the time. The order of this list, the contents, and the length of the list changes daily. It is supposed to. IF it was always the same, I fear we would lead very boring lives. Here is an example of my “to do” list:
- Exercise – usually done first thing in the morning, but a daily goal for my physical and mental health
- Get my grandson ready for school – I have made a commitment to my family to be the best mom / grandma possible and helping this little guy out is very important to me.
- Work (Work has it’s own “To Do” list of course, but I try to keep that list confined to the hours spent at the office.)
- Spend time with my husband – He and I have completely different schedules when it comes to work and this keeps us missing each other if we aren’t careful. When I married this man, in my wedding vows I promised to make him a priority in my life. I keep this promise by making sure he is on my daily list. Even if it is a simple shared cup of coffee or a walk on the beach holding his hand, that is very special quality time.
- ….. this list can go on, but you get he point.
Sometimes there are other task involved. Do I need to call the doctor and make an appointment? Do I need to stop by the store on may home and pick up groceries? Do I need to go to a meting in the evening or do I have plans to meet up with a friend? All of these go on the list and the list is ever changing.
Once my lists are complete, the next thing to do is step back and take a look at the size of my “elephant”. The only way to get things marked off my list is to put the list in order and then ready set go! One thing at a time. One task, one errand, one little tiny goal to be accomplished.
Sometimes life can feels like it is only tiny goals and the milestones are never hit. When that feeling creeps in and your lists begin to overwhelm you that is when it is time to take a step back. DO a little inventory of your life over the past month, year, or several years. See where you have made major progress and take time to celebrate. The little voices in our heads can so easily get us down on ourselves. Are you climbing the corporate ladder fast enough? Are you the best mom or dad you can be? Are you keeping up with bills and chores? When stepping back to look at life for a brief moment, realize a few things…. your lights are on, your able to keep warm when it’s cold out, you’re able to reach out to your family when you need to, you’re able to eat a good meal or even enjoy a fun time with friends. This must mean you are doing things right. Do you have a place to lay your head at night? You did that (by working, paying bills, and being present in life). Do you have people who love you? You did that (by being present in their lives too when they needed you). I could step back at your life and tell you how wonderful it is, but that isn’t what you need. You need to give yourself a pat on the back for making the good decisions that got you to the age you are. A little hug now and then for not giving up. Trust me, giving up may many times seem like the easiest thing to do, but don’t give up before the miracles happen. You will miss out on the most beautiful thing yet to come.
I will close with this… When your list is long and life seems overwhelming, break it down. If the lawn doesn’t get owed today, it will be there tomorrow and maybe then your list will be shorter. Base your daily list on your priorities list. For me, it is a gut check on the strength of my sobriety. It is a moment to pray and thank God for his blessings and ask for his will in my life. It is a call to my kids and a stolen glance with my husband even on the busiest of days. These are the top three things on my list. The rest is just “stuff”.
Written With Love,
Mrs. Go To Girl